11 Jul

In 11 days it’s my birthday. Not a monumental, not a special one, just a bog standard birthday. No key to the door – again.

People have started to ask me what do I want for my birthday and what do I want to do for my birthday.

My nephew tells me I need (another) PS4 to leave at his house, so he can play games against me. My oldest niece tells me I either want shoes or a pony that she can ride whilst I ride Barney  my new horse – they’re quite cunning these two!! The youngest niece when asked what should Aunty M get for her birthday ‘cake’ or ‘pub’ seem to be her two favourite answers. She’s learning fast!

Dad’s asked me what I want – turns out I’m not getting Vin Diesel either. Friends and Sister/BiL have asked too.

We’re supposed to be doing a few things for my birthday – a meal, a meal with family and drinks with friends.

The truth? I’m not in the mood for any of it right now. If I had to ask for anything for my birthday it would be

a. for the troll to stop messaging me and leave me alone
b. to find out just why the troll has targeted me
c. to be able to go out for the night without wondering if the person over there is the troll or is it that person over there
d. from being jumpy when my phone tells me I have a new notification on twitter
e. for the PS to stop asking me to name someone!!

I just want a day where I get to thank people for their well wishes, spend time with those I want to spend time with and relax and have a good day/evening.

The chances of that happening?!


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